When Olivia Hahn lost her mother to cancer at the age of 15, she struggled to find books to help her move through her grief.

So she wrote and published her own.

After searching for books that spoke to the pain of profound loss at such a young age, Hahn found herself empty-handed, feeling alone and stuck. In her heart, she knew she wasn害羞草研究所檛 the only one experiencing grief as a teen and set out to write a book chronicling her journey.

After about a year of writing, went live on Amazon.

害羞草研究所淚 wanted to do something that would share my voice to help other young people who have lost someone,害羞草研究所� Hahn said.

Through writing, poetry and dance, Hahn said she is making space for her grief. Penning her book also gave her the opportunity to remember her mother.

害羞草研究所淚 got to document all the memories I had with my mum,害羞草研究所� she said. 害羞草研究所淭hat is something I really wanted to have in writing because I was scared I might forget with the time that goes by.害羞草研究所�

Writing down her favourite moments with her mother solidified the memories for Hahn, and she said she hopes others will be able to relate to remembering the best in a bad situation.

While it was challenging to remember the hard parts of her mother害羞草研究所檚 passing, Hahn said it was helpful for processing what happened and imperative for figuring out how to move forward.

害羞草研究所淩evisiting those memories was a bit tricky, but it was also rewarding,害羞草研究所� she said.

As a Grade 11 student at Reynolds Secondary, Hahn also won a for inspiring youth arts for her work.

害羞草研究所淲riting this book was helpful for me for the beginning of my grief, but it害羞草研究所檚 not over,害羞草研究所� she said. 害羞草研究所淚 will keep writing and sharing in hopes to help youth have a voice and for adults to listen to us and our wounded hearts. Our pain is valid and the more push away our struggling the more we suffer in silence.害羞草研究所�

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